September 1, 2013 (Day 1)
Yesterday night was my boyfriend’s flight in the USA. It was really the most unexpected thing that has ever happened to us. Supposedly, his flight should be beyond November but unfortunately, an emergency had occured. Despite of this consequence, I can’t even express what should I feel at the first place. I could bare the pain for I wanted him to be stronger as he would ever be. I don’t want him to see or feel how sad I am now. I have to be strong for myself, for him, for us - for our relationship. I know it’s hard in my part to think how far he is from me, physically, but I know it’s harder for him to adjust easily with the environment there because I know he wasn’t that ready to go.
For my boyfriend, if ever you’re reading this, I know you’ll be okay there. Be positive! Stay safe, okay? I miss you. I am missing you. I will miss you.